servant of The Almighty

Coban Rondo, one of the many waterfalls in Malang, Indonesia. It is a natural habitat of monkeys as well.
Apr 16

Coban Rondo, one of the many waterfalls in Malang, Indonesia. It is a natural habitat of monkeys as well.

When we cuddle up every morning, sometimes you look at me and ask me this question:

“You must be really love me, do you?”

With that smug look on your face. A face that really deserves a pillow thrown on it. 
But actually, yes, of course I love you. You’re the reason I stop believing in unconditional love. That’s just too…unrealistic. An unconditional love doesn’t even exist in movies. 

Ugly Betty? America Herrera is NOT ugly. What? A glasses and braces? Fashion disaster? She’s not ugly. She’s smart and at the end of the movie she lost some weight, remove her braces and change her haircut. She got prettier. And that’s a reason to love. A nice, smart, sweet lady.

50 First Dates. Bah! Lucy is very cute, adorable, and lovable. Even when something went wrong with her head, she still look cute. And Adam Sandler? Please don’t be mad at me when I sincerely say that he has a charming smile. Who wouldn’t want to be with him? See, It’s not unconditional love.

There must be reason to love your loved one. And here are mine:

1. Your patience. Even on my PMS days you’d just listen to me and smile. You REALLY DO LISTEN AND WAIT. The first I asked you, “How can you be so patient?”, you replied, “I know you’d be sorry later. I know you”. The second time, you answered, “I married you, so I accept you with your everything”.

2. You Appreciate Me. Unlike other men, with their huge ego, you let me study whatever I want to study. You let me talk about everything. You let me study Arabics, you let me finish my master degree, and again, you LISTEN to me when I talk like crazy, jumping from one topic to another in a very short term. And you never hesitate of asking me things you don’t know, even sometimes it does bother me because you keep asking and asking even if I’ve answered “I don’t know”. 

3. Your Arm and Armpit. LOL! :D It’s the warmest and the most comfortable place to lay my head on. I will re-phrase my friend’s FB status: The most comfortable place for a wife to lay on is her husband’s arm. But as for me, also your armpit. Xixixixi…

Well, those three aren’t enough for sure to describe why I love you. But I’m gonna tell you the main reason, why I REALLY LOVE YOU:

Because you’re my HUSBAND.

You married me, and you’ve taken me as your wife. You took my father’s responsibilities and look after me so tenderly. You’re willing to be the one who’s asked by GOD on the day of ressurection, asked about my wrongdoing, my tears, my joy, my pleasure, my happiness and sorrow. You work hard so that you can fulfill my needs. You’ve promised in front of Allah that you’d be my half, my imaam, in this world and hopefully we’ll be together again in HIS jannah. 

Although, there are still you and me in our little family, but I believe, you’re gonna be a great father for our future kids. And we’re gonna get there someday, insya Allah :)

So, what more can I say? 

I love you, for making me understand the meaning of “I Love You Because of Allah”:)
I love you, for marrying you makes every effort I do to please you is rewarded by Allah.
I love you, for marrying you makes every good deed we do together is rewarded more.
I love you, for marrying you makes every blessings flown over our fingers when we’re holding hands.
I love you, for marrying you makes our cuddling worthdoing. 
I love you, for marrying you means another way to get to HIS heaven (aamiin)
I love you, for being my husband ^_^

And sorry that you’re NOT my unconditional love ;)  

Feb 8
Hence, I Call It Love

""O you who believe, if you help Allah, Allah will help you and make your footsteps firm…" (Al-Qur’an Al Karim Surah Muhammad, Verse 7)"

- Al-Qur’an :)

Feb 7
heartsthatdaywilltremble:

“You educate a man; you educate a man. You educate a woman; you educate a generation.”
Jul 14

heartsthatdaywilltremble:

“You educate a man; you educate a man. You educate a woman; you educate a generation.”

(via thebeautyofislam)

Red Sea, Jeddah.
Jun 15

Red Sea, Jeddah.

Hill of Love. Jabal Rahmah, the place where Adam and Hawa (Eve) met after Allah sent them down from heaven.
Jun 15

Hill of Love. Jabal Rahmah, the place where Adam and Hawa (Eve) met after Allah sent them down from heaven.

My Hubby struggle to get the lowest price xD. After Shubuh Market, in front of Masjid Nabawi, Madinah, May 2012.
Jun 15

My Hubby struggle to get the lowest price xD. After Shubuh Market, in front of Masjid Nabawi, Madinah, May 2012.

Nice pic of Oud Batavia, a.k.a Old face of Jakarta I found on the internet…I love the shape of the houses… I think it’s chinese homes…
Dec 4

Nice pic of Oud Batavia, a.k.a Old face of Jakarta I found on the internet…
I love the shape of the houses… I think it’s chinese homes…

I’m so easily distracted. Luckily, my schedule today was cancelled so I can plan my so called honeymoon next month. But I can’t focus. I keep on changing my mind back and forth. Do we really need this? Shouldn’t it be much better if we just save the money for our future plan? Or do we really deserve another honeymoon?

IF we deserve this, I wanna see beaches. It shouldn’t be hard is it? indonesia is an archipelago country, beaches is everywhere… how hard could that be just to pick one among many beaches. but it is hard for a very indecisive person like me. Belitung is my first choice. People said that the beaches Belitung is even more beautiful than any other beaches in Indonesia. Bali is nothing like Belitung, my friend said.

Well, Bali is a bit tempting. But I don’t like Kuta or anywhere else where the “bule” is half naked walking around topless and drunk. If I should die at that moment, I wouldn’t want to end my life with them… Lovina beach is sure something. I mean, Lovina is not as crowded as Kuta. And the dolphins? Oh My… who can resist them…

But, I also want to feel a cool, fresh air mountain. Haha. Jakarta is very crowded, hot, polluted, dusty and dirty. I need some fresh air! And I’m brown enough so i don’t need another sunbathing. My first choice is Garut. Garut was also the place where we went during our first honeymoon. I love its fresh air, the view is stunning, its calm and tranquility and the people are incredibly friendly and helpful.

But then…. again… some voice inside me said that, Indonesia is beautiful, don’t you wanna go outside the island? And the thought about Bukit Tinggi came through my mind. Bukit Tinggi is also has a very beautiful view with mountainous fresh air. Good food. Good products :p. Religious people. Rich in cultural and historical place. Ah…  

How about Toba? Cool air with beautiful lake?

How about going abroad to Singapore? Universal studio?

Arghhhh…. I’m going crazy with all these stuffs….

Oh indonesia, why do you have to be so beautiful? I really can’t make a decision…

T_T

Oct 27
indecisive decision